Been awhile since posting. Gonna make posting a top priority and will be posting my thoughts and naughty activities, hopefully 2-3 times a week.
Today I will blog about it seems the more that my lady bitches me, the more my NEEDto be used by men intensifies.
Lady and I have a chat every couple of weeks about how we feel about my training, our thoughts, ideas and anything else we’d like to share since the last chat. Communication is KEY to stay on the same page for us and both are able to be 100% truthful to each other no matter what the subject is.
This weeks chat ended up centering on my urges to be used by men and if they had changed as the wife has continued my sissification and feminization.
I told her that it seems my urges have kept getting more intense the further I go down the rabbit hole of sissy hood. Lady’s ears perked up right away and she wanted to hear more.
I eagerly told her that my thoughts were becoming intense enough that I felt I needed at least a day/night a week to make myself available to real men who needed a sissy faggot to use. When I told her this lady just giggled and said that she could tell that my urges had intensified lately because my squealing had intensified whenever she talked about cock and cum while training me.
Lady told me to feel free to set up playtimes with anyone I liked and that we would continue the chat in a couple days and I could tell her what I’d found. I felt my nipples harden and pussy throb immediately, the telltale signs that cock has taken over my mind, as well as a sign that lady is really coming to embrace the fact that her “husband” has truly become a gay bitch for men😊
It really has become that obvious and I am so so happy to have gotten to this place and blessed to have a lady accept me as the cockbitch I’ve become. Today I’ll be placing an ad for weekend play at various sites, before I do that tho, I am off to the local park to see if anyone is there needing a blowjob over lunch hour. 😊
Will also blog about my lunchtime stroll once I return